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Every second

Every Second, Every Minute, Every time flow,

Its keep quite, its keep hurting...

When this gonna end?

To myself, please keep calm, relax although i cant relax,

i keep thinking, what i do?

is that i make she angry?

is that i do something that she doesnt like?

because, shee keep quite, no words from her.

This make me cant think very well.

Mybe she avoid to talk to me because once reply,
i always asking the same question. sorry

This

Keep me smiling everyday.

Saiko kan? Hihihi.

This keep me smiling ble stress2 kije, up side down feeling,

Soon, jikalau jadi hak milik org lain, smua ni akn dedelete.

Kalau x, i will continue writing it.

Thanks sbb sudi terima sy yg x seberapa ini.

Ad story before2 ni, but then mybe later baru post. Bit bz a lot of project cominggg. -.-

And hoping she okay rite now. Giving her space.

and i hope not 

S E P E R A T E D

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Perempuan...

Ku kenali dirimu
Kau berada gadis bergaya
Citarasa sang jejaka

Kau terlalu mencuba
Nak gaya ranggi atas bawah
Berkaca mata berkasut tumit tinggi
(Gadis idaman Malaya)

Tak ku sangka kau rupa-rupanya
Ada maksud di sebalik gaya

(Katakan saja)
Katakan saja kau mahu
(Kalau kau suka)
Apa yang kau tunggu
Datang mendekat datang merapat
Jangan malu denganku
Ku tahu engkau mahu

(Semuanya takkan)
Jelas kalau kau tak cuba
(Manakan tahu)
Apa yang di dada
Jangan kau gentar
Jangan kau gusar
Kerna diriku juga suka kamu

Terkadang ku keliru
Hampir separuh mati ku cuba fahami
Misteri gerak gerimu
Kau punyai naluri
Mahu memiliki mahu dimiliki
Memuja dipuja teruja
Kumbang dan bunga

(Kita tiada bezanya)

Tak ku sangka kau rupa-rupanya
Ada maksud di sebalik gaya

(Katakan saja)
Katakan saja kau mahu
(Kalau kau suka)
Apa yang kau tunggu
Datang mendekat datang merapat
Jangan malu denganku
Ku tahu engkau mahu

(Semuanya takkan)
Jelas kalau kau tak cuba
(Manakan tahu)
Apa yang di dada
Jangan kau gentar
Jangan kau gusar
Kerna diriku juga suka kamu

(Perempuan)
Asyik- asyik tarik-tarik tali denganku
(Perempuan)
Sudah-sudahnya kau tolak-tolak diriku
Jangan bermuka kau jujur saja
Akan ku terima kau seadanya
Selamanya

Datang mendekat kau datang merapat
Jangan malu denganku
Ku tahu engkau mahu

(Katakan saja)
Katakan saja kau mahu
(Kalau kau suka)
Apa yang kau tunggu
Datang mendekat datang merapat
Jangan malu denganku
Ku tahu engkau mahu

(Semuanya takkan)
Jelas kalau kau tak cuba
(Manakan tahu)
Apa yang di dada
Jangan kau gentar
Jangan kau gusar
Kerna diriku juga suka kamu

Sometimes...

Kekadang tu, ttbe je pabila ade la some like or favourite tu, deep inside my heart its crying. Yela kan, senyap lama camtu, then appear syp. Entahla, nak kate senyap lama tu x gak, walhal bru la a few hours. Lol. Well. mybe its not sometimes, but everytime... Well, Its working time! Step aside first!

Maseh.

Vacation! Port Dickson! My New 1st time Banana Boat!

Well, 20/12/2014 We having fun at the PD. Sbnrny unplanned pon. Ttbe dye ajak plak g pd tu melalui twitterrr. Okay, so, tyme tu bit bz soso je reply, But in the end, im okay, so we go on.

Plan ak,alang2 nak g sana, bek g awal pg alang2 tgk sunrise and sunset kann. So, mlm sblum tu plk, mmbe ofis ajak men badminton. Okayy, sekali harungg, layannn. Main la badminton mlm tu smpai kul 11 lbih cmtu.

Dah habis men, terasa penat sgt, pestu dok search google ape yg menarik, port yg menarik. tapi apa kan daya, quota habis, slow gile nak search. bersabar je kat court tu. Stiba je kt rumah, trus cpt2 gugle jap, then minx location hotel tu. ye la, nak pickup then tgk sunrise/sunset kannn.

Dah prepare brg semua then jam 2 lbih camtu baru tdo. Search google ape semua tadak ngntuk gile and kekangan masa. Yela undecided kan.

Pastu dh set da otak suh bgun kul 4.30am. Then tup2 terbangun la pagi tu, tgk2 lah.. Yeye je push kepala suh bangun, tgk2 jam kul 3.30am. Ape lg, tido balik. Hahahaha.

Then bgun la pukul 4.30am tu berbekalkan alarm dah set kat fon yg super annoying Hahaha.
Kemas2 brg pe yg patut, itu ini then bertolak la dari rumah around 5.15am mcm tu.

Tgk mcm x sempat je, speeding je terus smpai PD tu walau agak ngntuk gak la, ade la kekanan kekiri gak. gle scary!

Hahaha, tiba je, tup2 tkr plan, dorg dh siap awal g mkn, sbb plan awal nak g mekdi drive thru jeee. then lyn sunrise sana mkn. X jd, x pe lo. so, p la ktorang mkn nasi lemak berhampiran hotel tuuuu.

Pas mkn je, ktorunk terus la bergerak ke arah tepi pantai.

Tunggu punya tunggu x muncul2 tapi mcm cerah je. rupeny salah side daaaa. Erm. . . X pelah. what to do, redha dan pasrah jee.. Huhuhu.
So, masa pon nak dekat jam 9, dlm sblum waktu tu ade la amik pic sikit2. fill up the empty space kan.

Then, menunggu la yang si siti g mandi for work, and dye ni g mandi tuk mandi. Hahahaa. Sambil tunggu tu ade la nak try tido, yela. sleepy much kot. ergh... Tapi x ley, sampai la dye dtg. Err. Then, Dye masuk la dlm kete, then kateny ngntuk gak, nk tdo. Tdo lah, sketi. Org pon nk tdo gak. Tp x leh2 gak. So mencuba la tdo, last2 ttdo gak akhirny. Oh my.Lega la skit. Pastu dah lama skit, stgh jam kot tdo, terbangun... Perut berbunyi, Laparrrrr.

Tanya masing2 laparrr, carik la mknn kat area situ. pusing2. Bli la yg cucuk2 tu dlm 4 mcm tu.
Akhirnyaaa. Mknn! Lega la buat alas perottt. Huha.

Then we go to near the hotel again, pasal nak tunggu bebudak len smpai. Hahaha, sorry awak, sy terlalu membosankan bg awak. Entah la, rse mcm a bit limited je, rse semua terhad. Tp klo dh accepted, aseny semua keluar. Hahahaha. Jd unlimited. X taw la ape la yg ak cover sgt sifat asal ak. Rse mcm kekok sbb this is not meee!! Padahal selalu gila2, ske2 mik gambar candid, photog saana sini. Haha. Well, the time still not come yet, so do i.

Back to the story, ktorang jln2 la kt pantai tu, baru nak landing, tup2 hujan. ahh. kaco. baru nak tdooo kt pantai tu. what to do, otw nak ke kereta, dorg smpai. So dorg lapar, g la mkn dlu. smbil2 tunggu si siti. Pehtu dorg mkn, pe lg. go for sea la, mandi! Walau hujan renyai2 g la jgak mandi.

Mandi2 la ktrang, then siti plan nak banana boat, excited habis. okayyy. g la nek banana boat. 1st time for meee. Hahaha, ok, naikla ktorang sekepala rm10. Layan, shiok!! Hahaha. Ktorunk ade gak la men tanam2 org. kt pantai tu.

Sampai pukul 3pm ktorunk mandi . Then g la pool kt hotel dorg. acam menarik. Tup2 air busuk/kotor gile. mybe air x mengalir and x de clorin or system yg jln.

Habis tu ktorang salin pakaian dan g la carik tmpt mkn. Then ktorang mkn la kat Ayam Panggang Koboi. Emm, x brape umph pon, walau ramai org. tp dak2 ni ckp, hari tu x bpe umph compare hari lain. ok. What to do, x dpt rse yg betul2 shiok. Okayy.

Then, ktorang g la misi cri sunset and photoshoot. Cari2 pusing2 ade la masuk satu tempat. then baru nak photog dah ade unty india tu bagi mangga. ok, we take it. Then, pastu ttbe minx rm10. Aik? ttbe je. tny photog, kate blah je. ok. Rse mcm sian lak, unty tu da bg mangga, ingt kte stay situ, tgk2 blah je. err. Tapelah. Unty tu pun kate amik je. bkn kne byr pon.

Then follow la dorg pusing2 crik tmpt ade port hujan x jadi. so jmpe g kat Tanjung gemok. Apesal gemok pon tataw. Org2 gemuk je ke kt situ? Hahaha, semua slim melim je ade la. Hahaha.

Then, g la jln2 photog etc. Lagi skali, sunset, tadak. Tapi ble nak blah dri situ, acam ade je sunset tu. Hmm... X mengapalah. ikot org pny plan kan ramai2, kte kne la ikot plan dorg. Mungkin mende tu membosankan kot. Tak mengapalah. Next time pegi sorang2 je crik the best port, klo hujan pakai payung, relax je kat situ or mana2 lah ade view. Hewhew. Time tu kepala sendiri jln. Klo ade awek, ajak awek shiok gak neh. Tmnkn isi bosan2 smbil tunggu. hahaha. Awek tade, camera la jd awek. ckp sensowang. Hahaha.

Then, mlm tu dorg g carik bundle. Carikla kalian. Im sleepy, tgk bundle seams awesome price and quality, tapi budget for this month too limited. Hewhew. Tapela, lgpon ngntuk time tu. So, now take a rest.

Tdo2 then tup2 g la kdai mamak smbil tgk bola smbil mkn.
Mkn la situ. Then dah habis bola, g la pantai yang PAGI PAGI dtg tu. ok, datang balik. ...
x pela, kan terang ade lampu, so ktorang baring la kt situ, smbil2 trlelap jap. dorang dok cite2 je, curi2 dgr jela, mcm2 dorg tu. lynn je. hihihi.

Time tu la ak whatsapp say, "Would you be mine forever?"
Dye bce je then dye ckp, "ape tu"
Ak trus tergamam trus
Dye just reply gne emoticon je.
Ak x tahu la, ak x strong dah face people say mcm tu senang2.
Dlu jgn cite la, Hahaha. Dlu terok!
Well, mungkin time goes and thinking slowly change. and take serious.
Hmm...

Pastu dah dekat mlm skit tu, ktrg balik la kt tmpt hotel tu, its time to go back to our home place. Dorg mmg dah balik la ke rumah masing2. Ak? ngn dye sbb nak transfer fail. Lama sgt transfer, smpai kkdg tu agak syp cm x de topic nk cite. well, this is not meeee! Haiz. Whyyy. Pastu g la kdai mkn, minum2 kopi kaw walau x berapa kaw sbb nk drive kannn. Story morry, then bkk phone jap, then ask her again. "So how?" sambil tunjuk ape yg dye reply td. Dye just keep quite. I dont know la ape sbnrny yang she thinking. Sme de di dasar fikirannya dye harapkan wait a little longer, atawpon say yes. Entahla, This girl seam a bit hard than the before before before girl i met, i think super duper hard. Ye la, 1st Love pon prmpuan yg approach ak, yg minat ak. Pasal senyuman ak. Onta le. Padahal ak neh susah gle nak senyum. Ngahngahngah. Yg 2nd pon ak approach pon ade skit2 dan jadii.
Tak pe la. itu story of the past. Just jadikan pengajaran for the future wife and life.
Yang baik jadikan teladan, yang buruk buang jauh2. #EH

Ok la, dye nak keep quite, x pe, so ktorang smbung la cte len. cte pe x taw, ad la tny pasal si polan dan si polan, ye la tgk lama no interract. Hahaha, adat la.
Dah agak2 mcm habis copy tu, balik la kt hotel tu.

And then habis.

Kekadang tu, ad la ak terpikir, sama ada dye ni mainkan perasaan ak ke or perlukan ak tuk stay a little bit longer. Yela, kkdg tu dye melayan, then happy2 with me, terasa mcm, okay, i think we can have a go. Tapi kekadang tu snyp je, awkward je. Err. Yela, dye ni byk gle friends kan, lebih kurang sama je ngn ex saiko ak tu, dlm 2 minggu je dh ngn laki lain. Lol. Mcm lebih kurang sama. Tp lain skit, ni psl bisnes. Tgk gaya pon jenis melayan, OTP, lyn whatsapp anything,yela ak taw kan dye kan bisnes on9, x kan nak halang plak rezeki org kan, but then semua bleh reach dye ngn fon num, well merayap la num fon tu merata2. takut kang kne jaja je num fon dye. Yela, skrg mcm2 leh jd kan, lg2 dye tu prmpuan. kang sng2 ajak kuar kang, ttbe jd sesuatu yg tak baik berlaku lak. what to do? , lgpon dye mne nk lyn whatsapp ak sgt pasal mungkin ak reply tu panjang gle2 mam punye, mcm mmbosankan je. Hahaha. Itu tak leh wat pe la. What to do, this is not me, trse diri ni mcm mmbosankan je tuk org lain. well ak hny leh perhati je. bkn ad hbgn pape ngn dye. why bother why bother. Haha, klo ad hbgn tu len la cite. Kahkahkah.

Kkdg terasa mcm diri ni mcm anak ikan plak. Hmm...

Well, life is hard, we need to go through all this. semua ini dugaan awal. Kte hanya mampu bersabar. Sampai entah bile tataw la.

Just harapkan dye happy dah, jgn jatuh ke tgn yg salah, sudahla. Asalkn dye happy, im happy too.

Okla dah melalut da typing ni. ngntuk puny psl. K lah. adios. Good night. sweet dreams.

Belanje la pic skit. Haha, hope dye ok la ak pos gmbr2 dye ad kt sini. Nyte.

What is all about?

Okay, ni mmpi paling epic la ak pnah mmpi. Tatawu la knpe leh mmpi smpai mcm ni. Zzz

Okay, bwk dye kuar vacay ngn family ngn sedara. Then sementara menunggu preparation semua, adeq biarkan la dye round2 kat kompleks tu. X taw kompleks ape. Dgn sedara sorg laki.
Then, ak prepare la ape2 perlu and bersuka ria ngn sedara perempuan.

Then, tkar waktu lain, ak nmpx ak tgh reading ig dye, post gmbr org wedding grand. Org vietnam or thailand punya wedding kat situ. Dye post bykkk gmbr. Brpe byk post dye buat ttg wedding tu. Pastu ngn caption knpe x dtg awal, grand ny wedding tu, cantiknya etc. Lepas tu dye ad post satu ig lg kt situ, dye writ in berjela2 word skit2 mcm feeling dye la. Yang boleh ingat,

Knpe buat dye mcm ni, jelous tgk lah, something precious lah,something dreams about,knpe tingglkn dye sorang2. Kire ala2 mcm tu la meaning dye. Ak x taw dye say for spe, sbb status ak ngn dye time tu x tau and x clear.

Time to tinggalkan dye ngn sedara. Dan ak tak tau status ak ngn dye waktu tu. Ttbe je dh msuk scene tu. Dye time tu pakai lawa2 lah. X hingt knpe mcm princess gitu ke cmne ak lpe.

Lepas tu tkr scene, ak panggil dye ajak jom nak bergerak. Ttbe view bertukar dgn music bumb basketball view kt sebelah kiri ad ak tgh bumb bola basket ngn kasut merah blink2 x silap pakai bju tuxedo putih kot x hingt tapi putih then jaringkan bola.

Then ttbe alarm pon berbunyi, try to not to woke up sbb nk tgk kesudahan, tapi dh trbgun tuk tutup alarm. So, its end. Ha, bru ingt. Time saat panggil jom ti, dye pakai bju wedding ala princess warne putih.

Ak pon tak tahu la knpe ak mmpi dye tuk kali kedua.


Yang kali pertama tu, ak mmpi ak pergi naik flight g china, pasal panda punya hal, dye dah ad kat sana dah. Ak x taw mcm mana dye ad kt sana dah. Then sampai kt airport, im stuck kt situ, mcm ad dua dimensi, ak kt dimensi lain, dye dimensi lain. Bleh interract melalui phone, tapi x leh jmpe. Time tu ak ngn seseorg entah sape laki assist sentiasa kat sebelah. Ak keep interrect ngn laki tu how to solve, dah jalan jauh pon still x jmpe ad lubang or ape ke dimensi sana. Ak interract dgn dye, ak bgtau status ak cmne, stuck and anything. Dye pon x leh buat ape walau pikirkan.

Dan mimpi terhenti takat itu je...


Yang second mmpi ti buat ak tertanya2. Knpe semua mmpi ini hadir pabila ak dah x mengharapkan sgt kehadiran dye kat ak? Dimasa ak kireny so so ngn dy, jatuh bangun byk kali smpai dah x seberapa kuat dah, hadir dlm mmpi. Beri mmpi mcm ni. Sbnrny mengapa, apa semua ini. Hmm...

Fikiran ak dah move on. Tapi hati ak x. Mengapa semua ini terjadi padakuuuuu????

Semua mmpi yg ak cerita itu mmpi yg benar. Ayt lbih kurang. Sbb x remember sgt.
Sekian coretan dri sy.

Sincerely,
Im still caring you. While u are not.
By,
Muhammad ridhwan Bin Herny

Please Stay.

Sunday, was a fully packed day.

I don't know, this month it seams like it soo busy weekend. Although after weekend come, and thinking what i do last weekend, seams like i not like too busy. Hahaha.

Stop! Malay!

So, Sabtu tu ak dah planned, Nak g ioicity mall, then g jog kat jugra/putrajaya, pastu g morib, melayan pantai and buat time lapse sunset. But end up one of my friends, suggest play badminton. Okayyy! Follow ur's plan then!

Akhirnya tercapai jugak le nak g ioicity mall putrajaya,

yela, tgk org post mcm menarik je, and then google kejap gambar2 seams soo nice. Design, interior, activity.

Tgh hari je terus shoot pergi ke ioi tu, sbb takut lambat karang p badminton kat Klang. Hahahha. Kang mcm2 bunyi karang. hik3.

Sampai2 tempat tu, dari luar, fuh! besarrr, design menarik!

Then, Carik la parking kat situ, pusing2 berapa kali da, sbb carpark pon x open fully, sbb bawah still under construction maybe. So, Partially OPEN. Nampak la park space mcm agak kurang ajar, Hahahaa, Park terus, guard pandang je sengih. ceit. Hahhaa.

Jln2 la dalam tu, pusing2 mik2 gambar skit. tgk construction, design, Mechanical & Electrical design( Yela, keje dlm bahagian tu, kekadang kne la tgk2 design menarik, how to arrange the thing according to requirement kan? Yela, bos asyik perli je, x penah tgk eh? Deng! Hahaha, Bos, Hotel pon jrg2 skali nak nginap, tatawu la design 4/5 star hotel. Hahahhaa, EH! Tetiba)

Ruangan Entrance!

Bdak kecik mengayuh basikal mereka, comel jer!

Extreme Part!

Extreme Part 2!

Map! Sector 21!

Back to the story, dah tu nampak la port mcm design menarik, ala2 mcm no entry punya style, mcm lab laa. Not Baaddd, tgk2 dlm, wow! Tempat2 extreme inside Mall! Walau x berapa extreme sgt, tp consider OK.

Then, jalan2 lagi pusing2 nampak la satu area iceskating besar nau! Kalah yang kat Sunway tu. Dah la dekat je ngn area rumah, x jem sgt plak tu. Hahaha. (Bajet2 mcm selalu melanggan ice skating sunway je, Hahhahaa)

Ice Skating Biggest in Malaysia Kot!

Pastu kuar untuk tgk part luar plak, remarkable! Another environment yang cantik. Air pancut, Landscape yang menarik! Lagi2 ada plak patung moon besau!

Selfie Competition tu dah habis... :( Tapela, nak gak selpie! Hahaha

Air Pancut landscape yang cantik! Ni mesti nak cukupkan point for greenier building, sbb nak bykkan water feature and green landscape!

Then after mcm nak dekat pukul 1 tu, ah, bertolak la dari situ, ye la, nak g klang, tapi ikot skve. takut x bajet masa kang, pergi lah awal. Tup2 bawak je, aih, kejap je sampai? Tol jimat plak tu. Mehehehe.

Ambil masa dlm 20min je smpai. Lebih kurang laaaa.

Then, sampai rumahnya, tup2 belum siap, ingt nak g car wash. Last2 carwash tu lg lambat dari dye! Cancel car wash. Hahaha.

Bertolak la pi court. Jln2 sampai sana, huyooo, awal lagi ni, nak buat pe?

Hahahaha, Menyelpie laaa! Hahahahhaa

Masing2 tekan sudden, byk candid, Hehe, sbnrny suke gambar candid moreee! Hahaha

P/s : Sbb x reti pose! :/

Atlast dorg sampai jugak mmbe len tu. Men la beregu disitu. Tung tang tung tang dari 3.30 sampai 5.30. Time main tu, boleh plak headshot kat kepala sendiri ble nak pukul shuttle, terus sakit berdenyut2 kepala dibuatnye. Hhaha, cover2 walau sakit/perit. Hahahaha. Continue main walau nampak berdouble jjeee. Hahaha

Then, plan nak g morib, saje la nak release whatever nak release, sbb ritu g malam, jadi x nampak ape. la nie g agak petang, nampak la sunset and air laut tu. Bertolak tu singgah beli kepok ngn pisang goreng. Hahhaa, mcm perkara wajib je ble habis bad. (Ceh, baru dua kali je pon, dah ckp mcm perkara wajib. Hhahahaha)

Melantak la dlm kereta tu masing2 makan mcm ape entah, ade la shot laju2 gambar2 yang pelik2. Hahahah.

Sorry, Tanak Share. :P

Sampai morib, baru taw yang ak pergi dulu morib lama, aaa. mane tawuuu, tgk GPS je, GunaPonSilap. SO, lepak la yg morib lama, so, nak jadikan cite, buat la time lapse. Heh, nak buat, then si kodol ni dok godek2 menatang nak buat time lapse tu, ah sudah, pastu dye ckp, x lawa kot sunset rini. Ok, im admit it, Betul gak tu, x falling down smpai hujung laut sbb ad awan. Tapi dpt la time lapse skit sambil dapat la props org joget2 plak kat sunset. Nah! Masuk sekali dlm gua punye time lapse. Hahhaa.

Ade la sudden take gambar, kami berempat candid, tapi ad yg blur. Moral of the story, jgn pakai night mode kalao ade motion and still much available light. Better normal shoot je will do.

Lpe lak ade mode Burst 30pic in 1s. Kalau wat aksi jumping ni cara gak. To Be Next Time!

Masing2 mereput kat tepi pantai!

Selfie kett!

Peace!

Sunset kett + Props. :D

Sunset

P/s: Thanks to Siti for taking such a great picture, surely with great device! Hehehe.

Yang lain2 kejadian tu, malas nak story, walau follow up. Hahahha.

Dh gelap tu, ktorunk pon g la morib baru, makan2 kat sana. Walau mcm perut x berapa selesa, sbb berbadminton petang tadi tersalah lompat, deng. Mkn jugak, sje nk ngetes mknn situ. Notbadddd! Tapi tomyam dye, pedasss! Hahaha. Order kopi o kaw, sampai, x kaw langsung. -.- . Tawoooooo~

Kopi O tempat keje ak lg sedap. Ceh!

Masing2 busy phone jerr! Tgklah zaman sekarang. Aiyoyo.

Mcm ni kan bagus. Hahahaha.

Pastu ak g la jln2 sowang2 kt tepi pantai tu, tinggalkn dorang kat meja mkn tu, yela mmg misi sbnrny nak g morib tu sorg2, nak fefeeling sorang2, yelah, laut, the sound, the breeze, makes me relax and release all, and thinking something should i or not.

Sambil2 tu ngetes la long exposure 5second, and the result, remarkable! Hahaha, 

Dah mcm agak2 relax skit, tarik nafas panjang2 skit, balik la kepada mereka balik. Yela,, hari pon dah lewat neh. Lewat2 kang ibubapa diorg marah plak kang. Ececece.

5s Exposure!

Then, masing2 pon berpecah la balik ke rumah masing2

Ak? Balik tu letih gileee, dah ngantuk2 da. Nak terlelap je kje, ni pasal kopi tadi x cukup kaw la ni. Grrr, (Salahkan kopi plak) Hahaha.

So, mmg hari yg fun! Dapat release tension get away dari keje sebentar, g berpeluh, Mkn2 santai2. Bestnyeee. Hahaha. And the best part is, masing2 tak kesah akan kondisi masing2! Accept everything! :)

Walaupun ianya berlaku dlm waktu yg singkat, tapi worth it! I'm very appreciate it. Thanks!

Dah2 da terbangun da nim, time to sleep, Good morning Everyone! Make ur day Happy while u can! and appreciate everything around you.

P/s : All image are original and no editing have been done. Fresh from Oven! Tq.

Up side down.

Well, today I though that it will be a happy day for her, and for me too, as I would like to celebrate her birthday although already pass near a month and then post a smile face with birthday cake with candle in front of her :'), make a wish and blow up the candle. Yeah, that would be my first time and maybe the last to do for person that I like. Well, I'm already promised to myself. Why dont i take a step,To do for her? And then let her eat her favourite what she call "choc lava"? And i just see her eat happily and please take mine also, as long as u eat happily. I don't mind if I'm not eat a slice of cake. Just taste it is enuff. But day not always shine like a diamond rite? I though I can tell her everything the truth, after so long build my confidence back. And just to let her know only. No need to urgently need to respond. Well, everything need a time rite. And I salute whatever the answer. As I won't regret after what I do and tried.
Well, long time waiting, encourage my self, stay chill and relax. Huh. What a hard time.
Well, life is hard, we need to stay strong to faced up every trouble coming and stay to think positive what ever happen. This already writed , and we need go through to reach what will be with us forever. Stay  humble, stay strong.

Just now, my mum say, here the jackfruit delicious one, will u bring it tomorrow? I'm just keep quite. (Sorry mom, I don't have courage to do that,again).

But the main part I scared because of my nature feeling. I hope it will not effect her.

And thanks a lot because u introduced me the drink. Im kinda like it. Yeah, a new taste & experience for me.

That's all.

I hope u happy, whenever u happy, I'm happy too...

Goodnight and have a nice day.

Your sincerely,
Muhammad Ridhwan Bin Herny

Get out myself

From the social network.

Life so hard, all in my heart and in my mind all will letgo here.

I hope it will relaxed me.

Chill.

Enuff, for the 2nd time.

Yeah, mybe both are created not for me.

Then i should face the reality and move.

It hurt my heart and my feeling when i keep remembering.

I should move on, yes i should.

I quit for this sort of thing.

Enuff already, enuff.

Nothing special about me.

Useless of me.

Now its time to me just let it go person that u will never get them, hold them and be with them.

Now, i just let Allah decide who will be with me future, or not.

If keep finding and waiting, its hurt.

Now focus for my career.

So long, and good night.

Have a nice day and keep in smiling and Cheers oke.

N.A.Z

Bye

WESTLIFE - IF I LET YOU GO

[Shane:]
Day after day
Time passed away 
And I just can't get you off my mind 
Nobody knows, I hide it inside 
I keep on searching but I can't find 

[Mark:]
The courage to show to letting you know
I've never felt so much love before 

[All (Shane lead):]
And once again I'm thinking about 
Taking the easy way out 

[All:]
But if I let you go I will never know 
What my life would be holding you close to me 
Will I ever see you smiling back at me? ([Shane:] oh yeah) 
How will I know
[Shane:] if I let you go? 

[Bryan:]
Night after night I hear myself say 
Why can't this feeling just fade away 
There's no one like you (no one like you) 
You speak to my heart (speak to my heart) 
It's such a shame we're worlds apart 

[Shane:]
I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose 
But sooner or later I gotta choose 
And once again I'm thinking about 
Taking the easy way out 

[All:]
But if I let you go I will never know 
What my life would be, holding you close to me 
Will I ever see you smiling back at me? (oh yeah) 
How will I know
[Shane:] if I let you go ? 

[Shane:]
If I let you go ooooh baby 
Ooooooooohhhhh 

[Bryan:]
Once again I'm thinking about 
Taking the easy way out 
Ooooooooohhhhh 

[All:]
But if I let you go I will never know 
What my life would be, holding you close to me
([Mark:] close to me)
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
([Shane:] oh yeah) 
How will I know
([Bryan:] if I let you go?) 
But if I let you go I will never know 
([Mark:] oh baby) 
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
([Shane:] oh yeah) 
How will I know
[Shane:] if I let you go ?

P/s : What should i do now?

Sunday Date! #LorongBelakang, Taman Botani Shah Alam

Unplanned sbnrny, last minit derrr, hahaha. yela. bru pagi tu comfirmation. Hahahaha..

Dan2 pagi tu trus je pickup semua org. Pickup pickup.

Setiawangsa dua, Gombak satu.

DH otw tu, x taw nak p mane. Ahh, payoh gini... Drive habis slow(Slow la sgt) Hahaha, drive jelaaa, last minit, x dpt decide, wa decide. tp klo dh pling last la. Hahahha.

Pny la pok pek pok pek dok pikir tmpt mne dlu nak piiiii.

Dh taw tmpt nk p, nk taw plak nk p mane tmpt dlu. Then tgk jam, ups, 11am dah laaa...

Trus la ak decide, G 4 musim tu la(Salah satu tmpt yg di plan sudden).

Ok, go! Yela, sementara nak tunggu kul 12, bek p sane dlu kan kan?

Pergi la, walhal sampai2 dah pukul 12 (Campur sesat mcm nk ke jelutong,perak semua), x kan nak patah balik klo da sampai? Hahahha.

Moral of the story GunaPonSesat. Hahaha, Dah tkn pilih tmpt x betul, nsib x masuk tol. Kalau x, padah nak patah balik. Hahaha.

Fee Tuk masuk

Then p la jejalan sane, ok fine, Musim Panas bulan ni. Emm, Kat sini x ckup panas ke nak buat musim panas. -.-

Mcm2.

Naik la bas tu, panas2. hahaha. Ok, Admit. Musim panas. Blum msuk bgunan iklim sederhana tu pon dh rse panas. Hebat! Agak2 kalau musim Salju, luar tu salji gak x? Hahahha.

Welfie Proper

Atlast! Dpt gak mik gmbr trkzut! Hahaha

Smpai atas, jln2 ke bgunan musim tu. ok, ingtkn lg panas kt dlm tu. nsib baik sejuk. menggigil gak la dlm tu. Sweater trtinggal. zzz. Bialah, waktu panas je pong. Hahaha. 

Senget2 dah bdak tu. Hik3

Small fountain

Selfie sat

Tgk! Taman! Ak, Selfie je. Haha

Ingt Bulan2 neh. kne well planned.

Keluar tu masing2 dah crik air, Hahah, lyn jee...then g nek bas balik ke pit stop sblum turun, jambatan gantung! Ok, best?  Boley la, next time skytrex! Amacam best! Tp tp, payment bape eh??

Tgk la haiwan2 kt situ, ade la kuda,itik, kuda lonely, biawak etc etc Yang sorang neh dok dgn burung kakak tua semangat nak ajar burung tu bercakap. Hahaha, last2 blah je, dah semua blah org pun dh ramai kerumun dah. hik3.

Jambatan Gantung

Bdak gengster, asyik nk tumbok org jer. -.-

Nampak x yg belakang tu, selit2 kuar tangan tu? hahaha, ini lawak. Tau kan sape berani sape takut? Hihiihi.

Part kuda, Sorang berani sangat, sorang takut2 sgt. Sorang Malas. Hahaha. Kuda meluru kedepan acam nk gigit je, dua2 kebelakang. Ok, Berani bile pasif. Hahaha.

Pastu turun la smpai bwh. Yeah, mmg musim panas. Hahaha.

Mereka KFC Cheesy

Next g mkn la kt sek 2! g bungkus ABC Frado jap, then Kepsi laaaa.

Oke, 3 ketul plus wedges(Its a must) But sad story is, sikit gle cheesy dye letak ngn mayo. Ish, sabo je la...

Then p la kat sek 7 Shah Alam, #lorongbelakang .

Ade la arts2 kat situ, not bad la, walau x se challenge kt penang tu. heee.

Photo sane sini. HAha, org wedding pon ad kt situ. Ak? jdi photographer dorg la. Yg sorang neh dok nak je gmbr dye byk2. Hahaha, ak neh pantang, ad org melayan skit bergambar. Lg ak ske. Hahaha.

So bersepah la gmbr kt situ. dlm 200+. Hahaha, Dok snap je manjang. Yela, Nak candid. Bru nampak NATURAL.

Tp nk dpt natural tu, kne pose dlu, x pose x dpt la natural/candid.

Lorong Belakang

Mata besar no.

Creative! Susunan cup berwarna

Hamik, sampai atas lukis. Tinggi tu...

Picta

Selfie

Msukk lagi,

Bleh men pasni. Len kali bawak dadu ye.

Creative! Cone jdkn Cone aiskrim. -Candid

Welfie

Ls7 - Candid

Tarik la smpai AC tu jatuh. Hahha - Candid

Nah, suh dye pos kat game neh. Comel je. Haha, Layannn~

Nak balik tu, g la singgah butik ape entah, pi je lo. berbelit2 lah nak baca. Hahaha.

Next? Balik la, delivery dijamin sampai rumah. Hahaha. Last2 nk balik, ok, nk beli mknn tuk adik. okayyyyyy. Mmg mlm tu x de plan, tp plan nk rehat tu still ade(Letih kot satu hari berjalan). Hok3 Subway, ok, Ak pandang je, ape pon tatau. Slalu org belikan je, tinggal mkn. Hahaha, X taw kang mix2 ntah jadi pe nth. Lepak la situ plak agak2 lamo skit, borak2 itu ini, sana sini sambil2, dok transfer gmbr etc semua(transfer+delete le tuh) Hahaha.. refill dekat 3 kali air, x habis. last2, ok, jalan jela. dh pukul brpe kot. Hantar la smpai keghumah.

Then, its time to Balik!!!! 

Spin tayar, rush balik. Nak reeeeehhhhhaaaattt!

Mmg exhausted, tp asalkan dorg hepy, Ak hepy gak. Ngee.

Janji dorg hepy, dah cukup berbaloi dah. Hee...

Sekian coretan dri sy.

Sekian Terima Kasih.

P/s : Kepada owner dlm gambar, maaf ye curi2 mik gambar. Lpe nk mik gmbr for story. Maaf Ye. :)
And thanks kerana sudi pose bagi pihak wan. Thank You So much.
Gambar sendiri? X reti sgt pose, ske suh org lain pose and then me? Amik gmbr le~

Justin Timberlake - Holy Grail

You take the clothes off my back
And I let you
You steal the food right out of my mouth
And I watch you eat it
I still don't know why,
Why our love is so much (Oh)
You curse my name
In spite to put me to shame
Air all my laundry in the streets
Dirty or clean
Give it up for fame
But I still don't know why
Why I love it so much (Yeah)

And baby
It's amazing I'm in this maze with you
I just can't crack the code
One day you screaming you love me loud
The next day you're so cold
One day you here, one day you there, one day you care
You're so unfair sipping from the cup
Till it runneth over, holy grail

Blue told me to remind you niggas
Fuck that shit y'all talk about
I'm the nigga, caught up in all these lights and cameras
But look what that shit did to Hammer
God, dammit I like it
The bright lights is enticing
But look what it did to Tyson
All that money in one night
30 mill for one fight
But soon as all the money blows, all the pigeons take flight
Fuck the fame, keep cheating on me
What I do, I took her back, fool me twice
That's my bad, I can't even blame her for that
Enough to make me wanna murder, Momma please just get my bail
I know nobody to blame
Kurt Cobain, I did it to myself

And we all just entertainers
And we're stupid, and contagious
And we all just entertainers

And baby
It's amazing I'm in this maze with you
I just can't crack the code
One day you screaming you love me loud
The next day you're so cold
One day you here, one day you there, one day you care
You're so unfair sipping from the cup
Till it runneth over, holy grail

Now I got tattoos on my body
Psycho bitches in my lobby
I got haters in the paper
Photo shoots with paparazzi
Can't even take my daughter for a walk
See them by the corner store
I feel like I'm cornered off
Enough is enough
I'm calling this off
Who the fuck I'm kidding though?
I'm getting high
Sitting low
Sliding by
In that big body
Curtains all in my window
This fame hurt
But this chain works
I think back
You asked the same person
If this is all you had to deal with
Nigga deal with
It, this shit ain't work
This light work
Camera snapping, my eyes hurt
Niggas dying back where I was birthed
Fuck your iris and IRS
Get the hell up off of your high horse
You got the shit that niggas die for
Dry yours
Why you mad
Take the good with the bad
Don't throw that baby out with the bath water
You're still alive
Still that nigga
Niggas you survived
You still getting bigger nigga
Living the life
Vanilla wafers
In a villa
Illest nigga alive
Michael Jackson thriller

And baby
It's amazing I'm in this maze with you
I just can't crack the code
One day you screaming you love me loud
The next day you're so cold
One day you here, one day you there, one day you care
You're so unfair sipping from the cup
Till it runneth over, holy grail

You get the air around my lungs whenever you need it
And you take the blade right out of my heart
Just so you can watch me bleed
And I sill don't know why, why I love you so much
Yeah, and you play this game inspite to drive me insane
I have a tattootd on my sleeve
Forever in ink with guess whos name, but I sill don't no why
Why I love you so much, yeah

And baby
It's amazing I'm in this maze with you
I just can't crack the code
One day you screaming you love me loud
The next day you're so cold
One day you here, one day you there, one day you care
You're so unfair sipping from the cup
Till it runneth over, holy grail

Don't know why

Bukit Saga

Today journey, Bukit Saga

Nak ikot Taman Saga, ade borak2 ngn brader sane, ade laluan lagi satu, ikot Cheras Hartamas, entah mane naik, tatau. Tapi ikot situ dekat dgn waterfall! so,. Dgn melalui tangga di Jalan Saga 28, Menuju ke Laluan track B

Kat sini ad 3 track. A,B & C. 1st time p, x byk memilih, redah je mane2. Hahaha... 

STart jam 11 pagi naik. Pusing2 dok cari trail yg agak kabur, mungkin Laluan B x ramai yang lalu, justeru agak x kemas sikit. Ngee...

Naik dlm around 2 Jam, Jalan benti jalan benti. Santai2, walhal leh cepat. Hahaha.

Sampai la kat puncak, ade khemah2 skit. dumbbell simen! Hahaha, dan mcm2 lagi la. ade gak la yg menjual2 kat atas tu. Larat tu bwk nek atas!

Persatuan penduduk kat situ yang menjaga kawasan tu. Mmg terbaik persekitaran.

Kemas, bersih! Comunity terbaek la. Friendly people. 

Berbalik kisah tadi, lepas sampai top, menuju pula ke Waterfall! yey! Part paling ditunggu2!

Perlu turun, pastu naik balik. Sampai! Sejam jugak la... Stuck again cari trail tanpa papan tanda.

A bit confuse! 

Ade papan tanda ckp hati2 ad lebah. Mmg byk! Sampai waterfall, ade je hinggap kt tangan jln2... Ingt ade madu ke kt tangan den? Hahhaha.

Pastu mandi jap! Segarkan badan rehatkn kaki. Ahh... Bestnyer...

Walau waterfall biase je, janji berbaloi.

Walau tgh hari, still redup je, sbb pokok2 byk. 

Dlm pukul 2 ptg, bertolak la balik, sebab hari mulai hujan... Penat2 gak, trail mesti diredahi, walau nak hujan dan letih!

balik ikot pula Track A, jalan pendek. sbb x sanggup ikot trail C takut lambat sampai, sbb trail C paling jauh!

Overall, Puas hati! Lame x mcm ni. To the next time!

Gambar sedikit.

 Pemandangan bila sampai di hentian sebentar track B

Puncak Bukit Saga

Trail yang bersih!

Photo sendiri mesti ade!

Board di puncak.

Trail C!

Tengah Otw pergi ke waterfall!

Trail ke waterfall!

Sungai kecil, Basuh muka sat!

Haaa. Dah nampak dah makin hampirr!

Semakin Hampir! Yey!

Akhirnya tiba jua di waterfall! Yeah!

Ad paip2 yang custom letak, mybe buat mandi or masak2 for those yang nak camping kat sini. lpe, kat sini ade khemah dua bijon.

Waterfall! walau x besau sgt. not bad laaaa! At least kepuasan mesti ada!

Selfie kettt! *Ignore bebudak blkg haru biru tu~

Binatang kecil yang asyik mengganggu. Rimas!

Waterfall

Selfie lagi after mandi! Yeah! Best! Cjuk!

Landing timeeee! Hahaha

Map track A,B,C... X tau la nampak ke x... C paling jauh, B sedang2, A Dekat!

Bergambar dulu sebelum pulang...

Yeah! Puas! For the next journey duh!

P/s : Ni siang, so byk la gambar. klo p malam or awal pagi, mmg x la. hihihi...

Org kate track B ade pacat, tp godek2 kaki x de pulak. Hmm... Dah lari p tempat len la kot.