Well, today I though that it will be a happy day for her, and for me too, as I would like to celebrate her birthday although already pass near a month and then post a smile face with birthday cake with candle in front of her :'), make a wish and blow up the candle. Yeah, that would be my first time and maybe the last to do for person that I like. Well, I'm already promised to myself. Why dont i take a step,To do for her? And then let her eat her favourite what she call "choc lava"? And i just see her eat happily and please take mine also, as long as u eat happily. I don't mind if I'm not eat a slice of cake. Just taste it is enuff. But day not always shine like a diamond rite? I though I can tell her everything the truth, after so long build my confidence back. And just to let her know only. No need to urgently need to respond. Well, everything need a time rite. And I salute whatever the answer. As I won't regret after what I do and tried.
Well, long time waiting, encourage my self, stay chill and relax. Huh. What a hard time.
Well, life is hard, we need to stay strong to faced up every trouble coming and stay to think positive what ever happen. This already writed , and we need go through to reach what will be with us forever. Stay humble, stay strong.
Just now, my mum say, here the jackfruit delicious one, will u bring it tomorrow? I'm just keep quite. (Sorry mom, I don't have courage to do that,again).
But the main part I scared because of my nature feeling. I hope it will not effect her.
And thanks a lot because u introduced me the drink. Im kinda like it. Yeah, a new taste & experience for me.
That's all.
I hope u happy, whenever u happy, I'm happy too...
Goodnight and have a nice day.
Your sincerely,
Muhammad Ridhwan Bin Herny
