Would she will accept me back?

I cant think other people other that her. Oh my... I already messed myself about this. I try to get her back, but i scared that she forced herself to love me, not purely love me. I dont know. Mybe, i need to take it slow and steady, try to be friends for a while, until i feel that we are OKAY, until then i try approach her back, and ask again if can be together, mybe not again, but to create a new story,new happiness.

I changed a lot because of here. I dont know, either she cute,or beautiful,or intelligent, i dont know what i saw in her that i ignore that all, but in my heart,i just want her. Specially her heart. Well, the cute or anything is an advantage rite? Surely, i will wait it till the time come and hopely can be her husband forever.

Why i stick too her so long although many obstacle i need to go through?
-I dont know.

Why still hoping her?
-Don't know, i just see her that she was the first and the last. (Dont count between that)

What u see in her that u love so much?
-Her Heart.

Who u want to marry with?
-Her.

Did u count with her?
-Nope.

So, what u do to get her?
-Be friends for a while, to let her relaxed, till the suitable time, i try to approach her. As i don't know, if she still angry with me, or still trying to accept me, or just 'layan' me. I can't think what should i do actually.

What happen if she married with other people?
-Till then, i really should moved on, as long as she happy, although it break my heart, im still can smiling for it. And try to find replacement although its already late.


Sorry if so much broken english. Typing at office.